ROMANTICISM... QUOTES TO LIVE BY...

These are the most beautiful quotes that I fell in love with. I just want to make a compilation, and share these to the world. Some are mine, but the rest are copied. Tell me, what is your favorite line, and tell me if you have something in mind.

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Here it goes...

"No matter what has happened. No matter what you’ve done. No matter what you will do. I will always love you. I swear it.”

— Defiance by C.J. Redwine

“I wanted to tell you that wherever I am, whatever happens, I’ll always think of you, and the time we spent together, as my happiest time. I’d do it all over again, if I had the choice. No regrets.”

— Boundless by Cynthia Hand

“And in her smile I see something more beautiful than the stars.”

— Across the Universe by Beth Revis

“It’s one thing to fall in love. It’s another to feel someone else fall in love with you, and to feel a responsibility toward that love.”

— Every Day by David Levithan

“I love you the way a drowning man loves air. And it would destroy me to have you just a little.”

— The Crown of Embers by Rae Carson

I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.”

— The Fault in Our Stars by John Green

I never loved you any more than I do, right this second. And I’ll never love you any less than I do, right this second.”

— Beautiful Creatures by Kami Garcia, Margaret Stohl

Sometimes I can’t see myself when I’m with you. I can only just see you.”

— Tiger Lily by Jodi Lynn Anderson

"I am catastrophically in love with you.”

— Clockwork Princess by Cassandra Clare

I knew the second I met you that there was something about you I needed. Turns out it wasn’t something about you at all. It was just you.”

— Beautiful Disaster by Jamie McGuire

“I love you. Remember. They cannot take it”

— Delirium by Lauren Oliver

I want everyone to meet you. You’re my favorite person of all time.”

—Eleanor and Park by Rainbow Rowell

If my love were an ocean, there would be no more land. If my love were a desert, you would see only sand. If my love were a star–late at night, only light. And if my love could grow wings, I’d be soaring in flight.”

— Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher

There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.”

— The Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen

"I don’t care how hard being together is, nothing is worse than being apart.”

—Starcrossed by Josephine Angelini

I want to be the friend you fall hopelessly in love with. The one you take into your arms and into your bed and into the private world you keep trapped in your head. I want to be that kind of friend. The one who will memorize the things you say as well as the shape of your lips when you say them. I want to know every curve, every freckle, every shiver of your body. I want to know where to touch you, I want to know how to touch you. I want to know convince you to design a smile just for me. Yes, I do want to be your friend. I want to be your best friend in the entire world.”

— Unravel Me by Tahereh Mafi

But you’ve slipped under my skin, invaded my blood and seized my heart.”

— Poison Study by Maria V. Snyder

And I’ve realized that the Beatles got it wrong. Love isn’t all we need—love is all there is.”

— Second Chance Summer by Morgan Matson

Love lets you find those hidden places in another person, even the ones they didn’t know were there, even the ones they wouldn’t have thought to call beautiful themselves.”

— Wild Awake by Hilary T. Smith

No matter where I went, I always knew my way back to you. You are my compass star.”

— For Darkness Shows the Stars by Diana Peterfreund

WHEN YOU ARE NOT CAPABLE OF EVERYTHING

You may be wondering why all my posts refer to wretchedness or angst.  I am not disheartened, that is what I want to consider too.  I have been breathing my life for more than 40 years.  My upbringing is a blissful one.  I know that I have done so many mistakes in the past, or maybe in my past life.  Through these, I am paying all my debts in this lifetime.  Now the question was, why me?

I am trying my best what went wrong?  Am I really a horrible person?  Sometimes I am asking myself, I have known several people who are dark-hearted, and yet they are the ones who are in the true state of happiness, if not, richness in life.  Some are lucky because they were born with a silver spoon, but as for me, I have to struggle so hard to give everything that I could for my family, give them at least the comfortability of life.

I have a lot of sighs typing this.   I am not alone, but I feel bare and frustrated.  Enlighten me, what did I do to experience such melancholy?  I want the sense of euphoria.  In the past, I have experienced sheer bliss, but it didn’t last long.  I have been thorough all my life to outline out why am I like this. 

I have 2 siblings.  Both are living in contentment and sanctuary of life.  And significantly I have gratified that at least the universe spared them even they are in my bloodline.  But as of my descendants, I hope they will live a bountiful and fruitful life.  That is the only wish that I want this universe to give me.

When you are lost, you seek for the light, and when you are you unpromising, thus, you tend to seek for salvation.  With my case, I was designed to give what I could give, and that is to give my all.  I allocate what I have.  Make every lonely human being intact again; give them the green light, if not the golden light, and that is whether it is bodily, ethically or spiritually.  The cosmos designed me to cope up and help the misplaced souls.  Uplifting and inspiring the morale’s of every single person that has crossed paths with me is my only liberation.  Is that even fair?  But who lifts me up? 

I sought to give up.  But every instance I turn back and gaze who will be left behind, I manage to just shrug off this nonsense.  After all, this is life, and life is worth living… 

What if...

What if I live a hundred years? Will you be still there for me? Was I really the one that you love?

What if you found somebody new? What will I ever do?

What if you found out that I don't love you anymore? Will you ever forgive me?

What if my life was different as today? Will you still give the courage to love me, even if I was in love with someone?

What if the water runs dry? Will you still be there to catch me whenever I fall?

What if you fail to see me, will you still ever call my name?

What if the world ends with you beside me? Will you ever hold my hand or let it go?

And what if you & I never met? Will your life be as wonderful as you have right now?

What if I die & you never found out? Will you still love me for the rest of your life?

So much to say, yet time & words sometimes run dry...

IN MEMORIAM OF YOU

These past few months... weeks... I remembered your name... your face.  I tried searching for you online but I couldn't find you.  Last night it occurred to me again. So, I kept searching for any link that may lead to you. 

And gradually... immobile... I found a person that I have known in the past, he is no stranger to me, which is your cousin.  I was just skim-browsing his profile, and one photo that he posted captured my eye, and BOOM! It was a photo of the sky, with some caption; my heart was throbbing, tremulous that it shouldn’t be real. And then, and there, read the comments... It was confirmed!  You are gone!  I was in total consternation and shocked at the very second that I saw it. 

I couldn’t grasp my breath.  I stood up... walked... sat... lay down again... stood up... drank a glass of water, trying to process the very thought that you were gone.  I looked and read again if it was really true. 

Yes, it is... you have departed... demised… gone... for good... and for real...

I cried a river when you left me.  I must pick up myself. I fell for you for a million years.  Your image still haunts me.  I loved you, and you loved me, that love was unparalleled.  It was so true.  I can’t believe that you are no longer here on Earth.

  

When we parted ways, it took me quite some time to move on...  I did... the hurt was gone...  but every single night I was crying... crying myself to sleep.

  

I reminisced all the good times that we shared.  The very first time that I met you, I was scared; I wasn’t ready for that relationship because I was still mending and nursing a broken heart then.  You were never half of the person that I used to love, but still, I gave you a chance to prove that you are worthy...  and I fall... fell… fallen gravely in love for you.  I can’t count the countless days that we shared.  You treated me like I am the most powerful person on earth; you taught so much about life, the reality, and freedom, happiness despite me having a very intricate life. 

Up to this time, whenever I have thoughts of you.  I am thankful that our paths have crossed.  You will always be in my mind, heart, and soul.

Now, it redounded back to the past hurts that you caused me.  At this instant, you are permanently gone. 

I guess I should start forgetting you again.  The heartbreaking part was, why do I have to know that you are deceased and departed?  I am now living a happy life; I am in love with someone new right now.  I am contented.  That's a fact.  

Needless to say, people who have crossed our lives in the past, they remained there. Repressed.  I love you before, and forever you will be someone special here with me.

Your memoirs and image will remain buried in my soul.  I am so sorry for all the hurt and pain that I caused you.  Now, you will know the truth.  It was only you and no one else during our time.  You must have regretted that.  Now, you can say to yourself that I am true to you.  I know you are here at this very minute,  I can feel your presence.  You must rest now.  I will be fine.

Please guide me with whatever I do.  I am proud of all your accomplishments, remember that.  I always will.  

Thank you for everything...  Till we meet again...

Is Trust Essential?

Perhaps this is the chance for us to experience the passion in each other. The most important thing is that this is not our first love experience and one thing we must understand is that, in every relationship, whether old or new, we're sure to experience some problems but it's up to us to solve them. These are some of the things that might break our warm friendship and everything we are planning ahead of us. We need to understand each other and try to have the trust that will make this relationship work. I know you want this to work as much as I do and I still have my hopes up, never giving up on you. Let me tell you this thing that I believe in a real relationship: "It doesn't take beauty to make a relationship but the heart and the mind." I know what I've seen in you and have a special reason of choosing you. My perception about people was really not correct, they are never the same just because you change my views, & somehow you made a big difference... maybe some times you might think we think alike but the heart shows all the difference. 

We all made mistakes not trying to understand each other, some words did hurt in some way and I guess we got carried away after all those arguments of whether truly I trust you or what, and vice versa.  I guess this issue has always been the stand block of our relationship getting worked out. I know it's been hard for you trying to persuade me to believe you, & as I to you. Perhaps I need to give you a chance to find out for yourself whether what I'm trying to make you understand is the real truth or not. Trust is very important, especially in a new and an up-coming relationship, and so I have no objection about you finding out the fact about whether this relationship would last.

For now, I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry for hurting you.  I never meant to do it... You caused me pains too but and I'm really confused about everything. I much want things to be stable and that you get all the time you need to make your decision. I love you so much and never will I think that I can forget you. I remain yours forever... 

Der erste Engel

It took 5 years for me to finally decide to blog my life.  I guess this will provide as a motivation, aspiration, or just to basically laugh whenever you are down and out.  This is my little gesture of telling it to the world that everything is magical! Thus, I want to share a part of me and hoping that I will serve as an inspiration in your life.

Anachronistic, agnostic, and an angel.  It may sound confusing and inconsistent, but that’s the spice that I have.  It takes a lot to be me.  But one thing’s for sure, I know that once you get to know me, you will never forget me, you may disregard what I say, but you will never overlook how I made you feel. 

I can be your friend till the end, but I can also be your worst nightmare, so make your choice.  I am the best friend that you can ever have, yet could be your worst enemy if provoked & ruined.  So be careful...  Not scaring you, just telling a fact! LOL!!! I am fascinated with what is within me, I love NEW AGE, I love Witches & their coven, and most of it all I love GOD!  Confuse yourself even more!

Random thoughts.........

                                  Whenever I feel lost and low down, I turn to pray, sigh & eventually smile.  For the past 35 years here on earth, I have learned that life itself is full of treachery, misery, happiness, fun, sadness, all mixed emotions are felt.  In life, you must know to play your dice, to get along with people, love them and never abuse them, because at the end of the road you will always get your reward, be it good or bad, it’s your call, your choice. 

There is nothing permanent in this world, so take every chance to love the person you have right now.  Be true to your words because you can never tell how much time left spending your hours together. Admit your mistakes, and take part to change for the better, do it not for the other person, but for your own well-being.  Remember that there will always be a lesser or greater person that you will meet along the way, so learn to accept that fact.  Instead of crying because of misery, try to get a better picture of your life.

                         

Life is wonderful!  It must be... It should be... and hope it could be!

                                                                      

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