Is Trust Essential?

Perhaps this is the chance for us to experience the passion in each other. The most important thing is that this is not our first love experience and one thing we must understand is that, in every relationship, whether old or new, we're sure to experience some problems but it's up to us to solve them. These are some of the things that might break our warm friendship and everything we are planning ahead of us. We need to understand each other and try to have the trust that will make this relationship work. I know you want this to work as much as I do and I still have my hopes up, never giving up on you. Let me tell you this thing that I believe in a real relationship: "It doesn't take beauty to make a relationship but the heart and the mind." I know what I've seen in you and have a special reason of choosing you. My perception about people was really not correct, they are never the same just because you change my views, & somehow you made a big difference... maybe some times you might think we think alike but the heart shows all the difference. 

We all made mistakes not trying to understand each other, some words did hurt in some way and I guess we got carried away after all those arguments of whether truly I trust you or what, and vice versa.  I guess this issue has always been the stand block of our relationship getting worked out. I know it's been hard for you trying to persuade me to believe you, & as I to you. Perhaps I need to give you a chance to find out for yourself whether what I'm trying to make you understand is the real truth or not. Trust is very important, especially in a new and an up-coming relationship, and so I have no objection about you finding out the fact about whether this relationship would last.

For now, I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry for hurting you.  I never meant to do it... You caused me pains too but and I'm really confused about everything. I much want things to be stable and that you get all the time you need to make your decision. I love you so much and never will I think that I can forget you. I remain yours forever...