It’s breaking dawn...
The darkness of the night is starting to dissolve...
And yet...
here I am still awake, bored, confused, and lonely, these are the emotions I've
been feeling right now... Oh well... It’s less than 6 months before the bar
exams, & I should have been bloody and anxiously reading my notes and
focusing on the upcoming bar. But what am I doing?? Just gazing to my
books, wondering if they could have been read, much worst--thoughts are all
blank... I then started to divert myself to the cyber world, read my mails,
checked Facebook, & then, there you are! BAMM!! You're face flashed in my
wall! Whoa!!! I was like stunned and for a few seconds you're memory haunted
me... Was that a normal thing to do? My soul was drawn from my body, &
there I was... hitting the place so-called nostalgia memorylandia, or
whatever... in short, the inhibition came rushing out of my body. Wanting you back, needing you.
But then again, I remembered all those awful and absurd memories that you have done to me. Then I
asked myself, what have I done to deserve these painstaking moments you did despite all those wonderful gestures and all the support that I have given you?
Was I the
one who hurt you? Or was it really you… the evil devil from within?
Oh well…
Enough is enough!